Anatomical Natt

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Anatomical Natt
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I'm at my lowest point in life. I'm helpless to improve my situation. I wish I were dead. I'm not suicidal. But I do think that would be easier than the constant thrum of pain and regret and humiliation inside my skull. I've lost my family. I've lost my hope. I want to scream, but no one is here to notice or care.

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I've no idea what has happened but I didn't want your post to go unnoticed. I'm sorry things are so bleak and hopeless for you. Is there anyone you can reach out to in RL for help?

Thank you, Bird. I do have RL people, but we are not typically close. I'm trying to reach out to them, but it is often hard to leave one's comfort zone.

Here to say pretty much the same as Birds. You are not unnoticed here and we care. Thinking of you. *hugs*

I have missed you. You are not unnoticed. Please let me know if you just need to vent or talk or whatever. You're amazing.

Thank you. It really means a lot. And I've missed you too.

Scream away. We hear you.

Listening, here, and wishing the best for you.

Thank you very much. <3

I'm so sorry to hear that. :((( Your stories have brought me so many moments of happiness my heart aches knowing you're feeling this down. Relationships do have the unfortunate tendency to end in shit, but I wish I had more comforting words. Just know I'll always think of your stories with a smile on my face, and that you've have a huge impact in my life at some point! I hope whatever it is you're going through eventually gets easier. *Hugs*

Thank you so much for saying this. You made me smile on a day that I otherwise did not.

Things may seem bleak now, but grit your teeth and hang in there. I know it sounds trite, but when you look back a year from now, you'll be through this and in a better frame of mind. In the meantime, wring whatever small pleasures you can from life, even if it's just listening to your favorite music, catching a movie, or noticing those first buds and blooms of Spring. Know also that there are people who love you and care for you and who are supporting you.

Thank you. I know this intellectually, but it's so hard to see through this haze of sadness right now. It means a lot, you reaching out to me.

I'm so sorry <3 I hope things improve soon.

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